Bring Back My Childhood

There was a genius boy in the old day.. yah.. he was so cute with some little curly hair, brown eyes, white yellow skin and he was small.. nice personality, smart in thinking while has good attitude, he was respected by the man and woman and brothers and sisters even his friend.. being uncared by his own parent physically, he though the life just simple as simple as he done.. so long.. everybody feels proud about him.. what a little boy can do..

become youth, and the first evil came into him.. that was after he fight his own battle for a long time civil war.. none man nor woman knows what the little boy can do.. they don’t know what the little boy’s thinking.. they though the boy can hold on.. but now, the weight of him has bring him down.. all he have was a bloody heart.. no friends even one knows what their friend being seems the boy quit taciturn person on his matter while having a mouth of a canon on the others funny things. if he was alone, he felt that the world flood.. the day felt rainy.. the light felt dark.. he always asked god to take him away.. to his desire place.. a place with no pain, no war, no sorrow, but nothing. To consider that he deserve to see a beautiful world, so he try so hard again and again and again...

along youth lifetime, the boy lost in his path.. so long.. not forgotten, but he prefer to do.. maybe God’s way on him. But, why this?? Sometimes the boy thanks Him for what he’s been.. but sometimes he did the opposite..

now the boy still alive.. he still breathe God’s air.. and see the still world.. walking on the dying land.. inside his soul, the was too much feeling.. that going to kill him slowly.. he knows what he going to do.. so let him free.. inside his mind, there was too much question and answer and dot dot and sometimes nothing which always makes him hang.. but still the boy knows what he’s going to do.. so let him free.. inside the boy’s heart, there was too much marks.. and they really going to smash the young boy down.. but the boy knows what his weapon.. he’s going to take all of this behind but not to left them for free.. because he love them so much.. because he believe they are going to be his own glory, some kind of God’s glory.. the only one the young boy have now is a full memories of a desperate life.. where will he going?? What will he going to do?? And when will he shows the mans and womans and brothers and sisters even his friends his story?? We will never know seems the boy still proud of himself.. ask him if u want it.. and after you listen to him, you gonna prepare to die.. “trust me!!” Said the still crazy young boy.. hahahaha..